Theology: The study of divine things and/or religious truth.
I would like to think I have 'good' theology... I would like to think that when I speak about my faith in God, the scriptures, and how we ought to live that I do it with consistency and faithfulness. My hope is that when I preach, teach, and enter into conversation with others regarding the faith that God affirms what I am saying (to some level) as 'good.' N.T. Wright has said (paraphrased), 'If I had to guess, I think what I teach/write and have to say about God is generally accurate about 80-85% of the time and the other 15-20% is off in some way or another. The only problem is, I don't know what that 15-20% is.' What I don't want is to have bad theology and I think you know what I am talking about.
The other day I was watching TBN and one of the preachers/teachers was telling her listeners that the reason she got breast implants is because God told her she should feel beautiful. We've heard other televangelists talk about how God wants to double and triple your income so you can get another Mercedes. Or how about those teachers/preachers that tell people, "If you would pray enough prayers and give enough money to my 'ministry' the cancer will go away." Some more subtle examples of poor theology and praxis are when we justify our hatred and prejudice in the name of God and the faith.
But here is what I believe to be true. No matter how long I live, my guess is that there will always be a part of me that 'never fully gets it.' If I lived to be 150 years old and was asked to teach a study on any book of the Bible, I can guarantee I would say/teach something that would cause God to say, "Eh, nice try Jay but your way off." I'm sure as long as I live there will be signs and symptoms of false beliefs and understandings that I have picked up along the way... And to a certain extent, I am ok with that. Why? Because above all the nooks, crannies, and truths I will strive to articulate, discover, teach and preach throughout my life lies the greatest commandment of all: to dedicate my entire life to loving God with all of my heart, soul, mind, and strength while striving to love my neighbor as myself.
My mother is 64 years old and has MS. Walking is becoming more and more difficult for her. She is a sweet woman who loves the Lord with her whole heart. Over the last couple years I've heard her articulate some thoughts and beliefs that, my guess, she has picked up from the media that I do not agree with. But at the end of the day, here is a woman who regularly visits other people who are suffering from Alzheimers, MS, cancer, and other various disabilities and serves communion to them. She sits with them for hours and loves them with the simple/extravagant love of Christ. In the end, it is her love for God and others matters most.
God would rather someone who is wrong now and again that commits their life to loving God and others as oppose to the articulate scholar that fails to embody the love of Christ towards others.
The practice matters most.
God, that's beautiful.
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